So one of my hecklers/Haters/prankers shouted at me me the other day saying, “do you really have to post everything you do??”.
The answer is unfortunately “yes”. Well I don’t post everything I do every moment of the day I do post a lot of things.
Why you may ask??
Here’s the simple truth. In dealing with this persistent group of Haters I’ve heard just about every rumor, lie, defamation, sabotage, and slanderous BS about that there is. I heard ppl say I’m lazy, heard ppl say I don’t like to work, that I’m racist, that I’m possessed by demons, that I’m satanic, that I’m gay, that I’m scared, that I’m full of fear, that I’m autistic, that I’m mentally retarded, that I’m schizophrenic, that I have aids, that I have herpes, that I have other stds, that I’m a murderer, that I don’t know how to love, that I’m egotistical, that I like fat girls, that I like old ladys, that I’m mean, that I hit women, that I’m a shovenist, that I’m a rapists, that I steal ppls girlfriends, that i only like girls that are already in relationships, that I’m dumb or stupid, that I’m closed minded, that I’m a biter, that I’m bitter, that I don’t know how to forgive, that I’m crazy, that I’m paranoid, that I’m on crack, that I’m on meth, that I use speed, that my Dopeness comes from hard drugs, that I smoke cigarettes, that I’m an addict, that I’m the anti Christ, that I’m a criminal, that I’m evil, that I’m ungrateful, that I’m unapreciative, that I don’t know how to give and how to share, that I don’t respect my family, that I don’t know about community, that I’m a cop, that I’m a narc or working for the police, etc etc etc.
This just what ppl have been saying. This isn’t even including the actual physical sabotage, harassment, attacks, destruction and theft I’ve had to deal with.
Because there’s all these lies and bullshit being constantly floated around about me by this group of ppl I feel that there has to be some actual real truth about me being put out there so that real homies know what’s up.
While I don’t give shit what ppl think of me, Why do I feel that there needs to be truth about me out there. Very simple. While what ppl think about me may not affect me physically (psychicly is a whole other story), what they say to others about me does affect my life in many various destructive ways.
It may be funny to all of you who are participating in this “game of destroy Chicano’s soul”, I have lost many a job and income opportunity due to these lies.
Those who know the position I’m in financially know how important any job opportunity in my fields of interest are. That every income opportunity sabotaged by lies sets me back for months. I’ve also lost many opportunities with many beautiful females that really liked do to all the lies, sabotage, and misinformation being said about me. Girls I really could have had a future with after hearing all the BS who now won’t talk to me. Not to mention all the friends and family, who thru their gullibility, won’t talk or associate with me anymore due to the lies and BS.
So while I don’t care if ppl hate me, I do however have to constantly post the truth about me so to make sure I don’t lose every opportunity.
On that note here a few truths you can take to the bank.
“3 point dream plan and vision” aka my path in life aka what I sweat and bleed and dedicated my life to.
1. Actor, singer, dancer, martial artist, writer, musician, stunt/trick/parlour, and achieving Dopeness.
2. Create the greatest school in all existence to teach and train the mind body and soul. To let ppl from across the world attend for free. So that we as a species can consciously take control and speed up are evolution and enlightenment.
3. My own evolution and enlightenment.
Jobs I know I can be succesful in and still be thoroughly happy.
1. Growing medical marijuana
2. Street shows
3. Teaching dance
4. Dispensary, delivery driver or rider or courier or any other job in the medical marijuana field
5. Entertainment industry
6. Driver for specific ppl
7. Personal bodyguard
Basically if its not medical marijuana it has to revolve around my dream plans.
I like young (18-25), skinny/fit, flexible, intelligent, sweet, understanding, supportive, pretty and petite Asian girls!!!! I do make exceptions for a few non Asian girls. I make exceptions for a few talented badass girls over 25. I also make exceptions for a few girls who are not short.
I don’t like fat girls. I don’t like old ladys. I don’t like gold diggerisms. I don’t like mean girls. I don’t like selfish or egotistical girls. I don’t like bitter bitches. I don’t like impatient girls. I don’t like girls that expect me to jump thru hoops like a dumb animal.
If a girl wants to hook up for sex she has to atleast hit on the physical. If a girls wants to be my girlfriend she has hit on the physical plus the mental or the physical plus the soul. But if a girl wants to marry me she has to hit on all three levels, mind body and soul.
To close it out. I don’t chase after girls. Girls chase after me or atleast meet me halfway. Why you may ask?? Because I got dreams to accomplish and places to go. If a girl wants someone to chase her, buy her things, fight for her amongst all the other guys, well, you know, there are billions of guys out there with no dreams, no goals, who sit on there ass watching tv, drinking beer and coffee, smoking cigarettes, who have all the time in the world to chase after you. It’s not like they’re doing anything else with their lives.
If a girl wants her man to be her lil bitch she can go for those guys. Me on the other hand, I got places to go, things to do, and Dopeness to accomplish. It’s the new mellinium, get with it.
If the truth offends you, if the truth hurts you. I’m sorry, but hey, that’s who I am. I can only be me.
If anyone wants to know any more truths about me, please have the courage to ask me directly. Cause you never know what bullshit you may hear about me from someone else.
P.S. a lil help for you ladys. Grab onto my heart, pet it, hold it, and never let go. If can understand how to do that to me then will have understood a lot….